Sometimes you can't make it on your own..

Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I... that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need... I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can you hear me when I Sing,
you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me

Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

):

I'm so drained, it's the last week of the holidays and yet again I let myself drown in my own insanity. I had enough of crying.. I had enough of myself.. I had enough of everything. I'm literally sick and tired. Lost my voice, and lost my mind. It's really hard. What you THINK you can really do, is really different from what you CAN do. When the impact hits you hard right in the head and your heart, it hurts so bad... You just don't know what to do.. I don't. Sometimes I think so hard till I literally break all my thoughts to the ground. I break down. "Is it worth it Jolene?" they asked me.. Hurt is inevitable.. If you can't take it, then don't. Why turn your back on me.. You think leaving me to hang here is easy? Fuck, I've been hanging on to so many ropes I just don't even understand why I even bother to when I could just fucking let go. It's not easy not easy NOT EASY.. ): You never understand. What I've told you eventually fell on deaf ears.. Honestly I can tell you, I can never make it on my own..... )': I'm sorry. I'm sorry to the people.. I really am.. Sorry, I'm sorry...

On a lighter note, I still want to thank the programme committee for the countless efforts put in to make this orientationa a bloody freaking success! I'm really sorry I had been bumming around and so oblivious to my surroundings, without you guys, Business wouldn't have won for the 4th time (: So cheerios to all! 4x CHAMPION, 4 TROPHIES :) So proud of my school. Yipey.

Okay, I need to turn in 'cause I'm running a fever again, and the flu, sore throat, cough seriously is the killer for me. Imagine cheering when you have that kind of nasty throat. ZZZ. So I'm voiceless, don't bother talking to me. Good night. Great Poly Garage Sales later, see ya guys :)

说爱我好不好
就当作是乞讨
哪怕说出口只需要一秒
你都不要..